Well, H/S # 4 is Monday morning. After loss #3 back in February, we decided that we would do another H/S before ever transferring again, so it makes sense that we have one right now.
H/S #3 in June, just 3 months ago, came back all clear after my operation, and thus, we didn’t think another H/S would really be needed this quickly. We originally thought that having H/S #4 would be more for peace of mind and reassurance that all was still looking good before transferring again. Wrong. As you know, images from my HSG in late July and my ultrasounds in early August showed “something” irregular lurking around in my uterus. So, here we are, actually needing the H/S again this soon after the last.
Our October FET is completely riding on the results of this H/S. If there is “something” small, like a polyp, that can easily be removed while I am in a twilight, she will remove it, and we will move forward with our upcoming transfer. Or better yet, there will be nothing at all showing and we will go forward. However, if there is “something” large found again, like the mass back in March, she will not be able to remove it on the spot, and our October transfer will not be taking place. I have no idea what will end up happening if the latter occurs– I don’t know if I am ready to go through another operation like the last one. I am trying not to put too much thought into that for now, but realistically I know it could go either way tomorrow…50/50 chance.
We have learned that patience is necessary throughout all of this. My husband and I have been together over 15 years now, and married for over 8. We have been trying to have a baby for over 7, and we have been wrapped up in IUI and IVF cycles for 3 years now. God is good and only He knows when the timing is right. It might be next month, but it might not be. All we can do today is pray for His blessings and protection to surround us….we would love if you could do the same for us! Thank you so much.
This cycle I ovulated later than the prior 2 months. I got a positive OPK starting on day 16 and it lasted until day 18. Usually my positive test has been lasting only a full day at most, starting on day 14. I was happy about the longer window!
On day 17, I felt the ovulation pains many of you have experienced. I havent had them in a such a long time, I almost forgot what they felt like! As many of you know, last month hubby and I baby danced everyday, twice a day, for 4 days straight (ugh lol!) We did NOT do that this month. The month before that, we BD’d every day, once a day, for 4 days straight. We did NOT do that this month either. Instead we tried to take it easy, and BD’d only every other day, for a total of 4 days. We will see how this worked out in about 10 days…currently in the 2WW.
Anywho, I got my third lining check and it measured over an 8 again!! Whoot whoot!! Thats 3 months in a row of thick (enough) lining on my own, with no help. Remember, anything an 8 or greater is ideal (some RE’s even say a 7). That said, we are very pleased about my number! I could also see the triple stripe which is great news. My antral follicle count (aka egg reserve) still looks good, about 9 or so on each side.
I got the lining check at the new RE, as our meeting with him just happened to fall during my ovulation window. We also discussed my HSG more in depth as planned. If you recall correctly, the HSG last week went well overall, but he did say that day that he saw “something” small, which he thought could be scar tissue.
Well, since he saw “something,” he wants to do an SIS to identify if its scar tissue or perhaps a polyp of some sort. If its a polyp *in the uterine cavity* we would need to do another H/S to remove it. Im not sure how I feel about this. Meaning, I dont know if I am willing to do all this again right now. I asked if a balloon would be involved in this removal, he said it was unlikely, but of course possible. No surprise there, I learned ahwile ago that anything is possible and nothing is guaranteed with all this.
Then I told him–if it is a polyp or fibroid or whatever AGAIN, obviously they are going to just KEEP coming back. Shit, I just had one removed in May! He begged to disagree with me. He seemed confident that this “something” isnt a huge deal. Easy for him to say right? He hasnt miscarried (potentially with a fibroid as the cause) or been operated on numerous times. He said the images of the HSG show my uterus looks “good” shape wise, tube wise, size wise, etc. with the exception of the small “something.”
The ultrasound lining check also showed “something” unusual in the cavity. So annoying and not what I wanted to hear after getting positive news about my lining. Whatever this “something” was, I clearly saw it too. He has been practicing for 30 years and he said, “very unusual” and I replied with, “of course it is.”
I probed on whether or not this ultrasound “something” is the same “something” showing on the HSG. Unknown at this time, but he is leaning towards no. Again, not what I wanted to hear. Now we possibly have 2 “things” that may not be related.
On the ultrasound, this “something” looked like mucus he said (not fluid, polyps or fibroids) which is rare for the location I guess. I was really frustrated and started to tune out at this time. I didnt care to ask about this odd “mucus” if its even harmful, why its caused, or how it goes away. He is hoping the SIS will provide further clarity. Anyone here who has had similar mucus like this, please feel free to share your experiences…I am a feeling like my listening ears are back on now. I have had fluid, but not mucus, and supposedly there is a difference.
If we choose to move forward with this new RE, our transfer will be in October sometime. We reviewed the calendars and logistics of it all as our 3 hour meeting came to a close.
Feeling a little annoyed with the fact that the HSG and ultrasound couldnt look picture perfect at this point. In June, it all looked just fine. Starting to wonder if my body is just failing and not able to do what it needs to do to even move forward with a FET. Maybe I am not cut out for this.