147 days. Through latching issues, to having a tongue & lip tie clipped, to using a shield for almost 2 months, to a few nasty bouts of thrush, to low supply & taking all sorts of supplements, to an oversupply & an overactive letdown & having to pump all the time, to horrible acid reflux & adding thickening agents to my milk just so he could drink it, to seeing numerous lactation consultants & just trying to make it through the days, one damn day at a time. I breastfed my son for 147 days, just 1 month short of my goal of 6 months. And Im proud. It wasnt easy, perhaps the hardest thing I ever did (other than infertility & loss). In fact, it was harder than laboring for 22 hours with him. Dont get me wrong, it was wonderful at times. Gummy smiles, boob drunk sleeps, breastsleeping. All the feels. I wouldnt change it for the world. But it was so hard. And the world doesnt make it any easier on someone struggling. They are always trying to provide another suggestion or advice, when sometimes what a mom needs is simple understanding. I didnt know how tough quitting would be on me, not just mentally but physically too. Ive experienced withdrawls including headaches, dizziness, nausea. Its no joke. We have been weaning for about 2 weeks now & Ive shed lots of tears. Ive watched him go from eating to just looking for comfort. And although I know without a doubt the timing was right (prolly even sooner than now), it is SO bittersweet. I can only hope that I get to experience this bond again one day. If not, no regrets.
147 days ❤️
You’re an amazing mother! 147 days is no joke and, like you said, not easy. You persevered through so much! Now it’s on to the next chapter and I’m sure you’ll kick butt again.
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I gave it my all! Thanks for noticing that ❤️
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❤❤ kudos to you for making it that far! I only made it 20 days, you should certainly be proud of how much effort you put in and how far you made it ❤❤
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Thanks so much. Too bad it couldnt be easy for us hey???
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I know! I wish someone had warned me, but oh well.
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❤❤❤Good job, mama!
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Thank u ❤️
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good job, mama! You are a hero and the best advocate for yourself and your son. I am so proud of you.
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Thanks friend! I appreciate your understanding.
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You did a fantastic job. I’m so proud of you and your perseverance through this for your little one. Enjoy him. Happy Mother’s day to you.
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Thank u! I can say I did my best. Hope u hd a great day.
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You are amazing!!! You fought so hard ☺️ it’s interesting to hear the weaning side effects you are experiencing, it can’t be easy 😔
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Thanks! Yea J think the side effects were bad bc I tried to go cold turkey at first…stupid me! By day 3 they subsided a bit. I used cold cabbage leaves, peppermint tea bags, sudafed & hand expression.
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You continue to be a fighter and that is such an amazing milestone! Congrats and good luck moving forward ❤
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Thanks so much for the kind words & support!
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147 days is no small feat my dear!! Well done you!
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Thanks so much! It was not easy at all but worth it. If you choose to BF, I hope you have an easier journey!
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Great job Mama!!!!
It IS the hardest thing to do. Definitely not as easy as the class made it seem! I agree that the pain, especially in the beginning, was way harder than labor, mostly because it lasts a lot longer!
I am so proud of you!!
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Thanks for relating with me!
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A happy baby is a fed baby. Good job on the BFing for that long. It’s so hard!
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Thank u! And u are right, fed is best! Hope u are doing good ❤️
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Great job mamma ❤
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