A year ago today we found out we lost baby B, but that baby A, who we later named Isaiah (above), was measuring perfect at 8w4d, and his heart was beating just as it should.
I remember how he was jumping around like a little jelly bean during the ultrasound! We could even see his little feet!
My singleton due date was officially set for 9-5-14.
Little did we know we would not make it until that day with him, or even get to see another ultrasound of him alive.
Always thinking of you, and trying to make you proud of your mommy, my precious angel babies 💙💗
It’s heart breaking to see how dates can be so different to every person. Such a wonderful person you are, and yet your calendar I’d tattooed with all these unforgettable memories. It goes to show that you never know what battle a person is hiding behind their smile. You are so strong.
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I always try to think of that saying since battling infertility and pregnancy loss-“be kind, you never know what battle people are facing”…something like that. Thanks for seeing the good in me, I try my best! 💗
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Sending so much love your way. I pretty much try to block dates like this out of my mind — too painful — but it’s good that you remember and that you are honoring your angels. Xo.
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Thank you. I know what you mean, I wish I could sometimes too but they are just so ingrained in my brain. I hope one day they lessen just a little.
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Sending you love and hugs. These dates are so sad, and I’m so sorry you have so many of them.
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I wish we had less of them thats for sure. Thank you very much for reaching out today when its so tough 💔
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You are a strong individual, and I am praying for your miracle. I am rooting for you!
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Thank you for believing in me! I needed that today.
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Sending you love, days like these are just so hard. I wish I could wrap you up in a giant hug to help pass the day and ease the hurt.
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I appreciate your kindness my friend. I agree, these days are never, ever easy.
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Hugs 💜
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😌
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Love to you, friend. ❤
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Thanks so much.
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The pain never goes away. It can’t have been easy to write this post. Big hugs for you X
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You are right-it doesnt ever leave us. Thanks for understanding ❤️
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Thinking of you! xx
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Thank you XX
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I am so sorry! Thinking of you!
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Thank you for reaching out 💗
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💜
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What a beautiful post, I am so sorry. I don’t think it ever gets easier.
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Thank you. I dont think so either 😓
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Xoxo…
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Sending lots of love your way. Days like this can be so hard. XO
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Agreed. Thanks so much for the love ❤️
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Hugs to you. Anniversary dates are so hard. ❤
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Thank you 💗
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Sending you lots of love and big hugs!
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Thanks ❤️
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